Author Archives: ravencarter

Deeper and deeper into the labyrinth

A lot of things have happened to me these last couple of weeks. I finally left my old job, which felt like the career equivalent of finally leaving an abusive boyfriend that no one understand why you put up with. … Continue reading

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There’s something about August

I visited this blog after aaaaagggges and what struck me was how there are these weird annual patterns in my life. December is when I’m happy, but also sad, but mostly just happy. March if when I’m struck with this … Continue reading

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Ms. Hyde

Do you ever feel like someone around you is turning into something you’re not? Not because of anything they’re deliberately doing, even. Just by being them, by being themselves, they turn you into a version of yourself you really dislike. … Continue reading

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Fucking December

I know its been ages but better late than never. My life is full of such cliches at the moment. I don’t even know what to say or how to describe it so instead I’ll just tell you how I … Continue reading

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I’ve realized the reason I feel so lonely sometimes despite having a decent number of friends is because I am the sidekick in all my friends’ lives. I am not the heroine in any of the stories. Who wants to … Continue reading

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Boat is coming

“How do you pick up the threads of an old life? How do you go on? When in your heart you begin to understand: there is no going back.” (Return of the King) Tolkien always has gems with which my … Continue reading

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Love Addiction (a poem)

Preen in a river Smoke on a stick Say the word love Until it makes you sick Yesterday I saw you Today I wrote this poem No idea if its true Or if it makes any sense Yesterday I kissed … Continue reading

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